but...but...it's the FIRST TIME i recall ever eating THIS MUCH
chocolates >.<
it's NEVER happened before. oddly enough. hahahhaa.
good god. how the hell do you stop...???
i wonder if this is how addicts feel. it's like i'm trying to
force my arm to reach out for the chocs or something.
ARGH....!!!!
i have an 'addictive' personality. as in >.< i get
addicted to stuff very easily >.< which is why i've never
dared to try anything like smoking (anything), and i don't drink
either. and i don't play too much computer games etc.
but then of course, there are still things im addicted to
>.< strangely, i can actually survive without the
computer/internet so long i have something else to do to occupy my
time.
I don't know you (as your nick suggests 
) but
already, I feel proud of you. 
It's true that certain people tend to inherit a more
'addiction-prone' personality. It's been proven that there is
an area in the brain that predisposes one to addictions more easily
than others. And after discovering that in yourself,
you took steps to ensure you never fell into the trap. I
really applaud you for being so level-headed and responsible, esp
since you live in a culture where it's all too easy to become one
of the majority who do get addicted to 'bad' things.
As the Aussies say, "Good on you!"
